Enjoy the Now and Be Excited about the Next

Last night, I played along in Robert Moss's "Coincidence Card Game" 

as part of his 12-week Active Dreaming course.

The way it's played is everyone submits a dream or memory
of 100 words or less to be made into a random oracle card.
Then, each of us receives one of those oracle cards in answer to a pre-written question.
Then, we post our first impressions and let other students throw in their "if it were my card" intuitions. 

Here's the advice I received from our group:

So, in drawing all the tens in tarot with lessons of ten years ago in mind...

(I'm having a hard time bringing up memories from 2006.... so I'll just write about the first memory that comes to mind for each card)

Tens... full circle, ends connecting to new beginnings...

Memories of the 10 of Earth = deciding to retire from QP

Lessons = giving in to the desire to be home with family

Memories of the 10 of Fire = responsibilities 

Lessons = realizing what's really worth it in my life, and not

Memories of the 10 of Air = the affair

Lessons = blessings and burdens of being human, respecting freewill, valuing honesty and connection, and knowing new boundaries

Memories of the 10 of Water = my dad living with us, and moving out

Lessons = deep appreciation for family

I'm remembering that period in my life as the best of times ~ worst of times.

In answer to my request for guidance on being popular and profitable in my biz:

I'm feeling that this is a wait-and-see time of endings and new beginnings, a coming full circle, a time to decide what's really worth doing... and not doing.

So, for now, I'll just stay tuned, and know...

"I am enjoying the now and excited for what's coming next."
#SpiritMsg from my social media stream (see screenshot below)

Tarot

The Wheel ~ cycles

...life's a ride. enjoy it...

Epiphanies Tarot

by MysticMentor.com

1/15/16 + 4/7 = day 9

Feeling: optimistic 

Action: be ready, set.... go!

Now, Dean is Andy

Night Dream
My dad and I are talking to my grandma Aileen in her kitchen. She tells us that her husband, Andy, is dead. We go into his bedroom to check on him and he is laying in his bed like he's sleeping, but he is dead. We cover him up over his face with his sheets.

My dad tells me, "You know what this means? Now, Dean is Andy."
I think, wow, he's so right! and I feel like I totally understand what he means.

Feelings:
I get it.

Reality check:
Past - childhood memory of backyard neighbor on Alder St. being carried out of his house on a stretcher, dead, covered in a white sheet.

IRL - In real life, I've been feeling like my relationship with Dean is a lot like my grandma's and Andy's was. Sometimes, maybe a lot of times, Dean reminds me of Andy.

IRL - I described Dean as the King of Swords when I was introducing him to Linda Broussard a couple of weeks ago.

Actions:
Accept and appreciate Dean for who he is and strive to make our marriage the best it can be.

Tarot:
Dean and Andy are both the King of Air

Life by the Numbers:
1/06/2016 + 4/7 = 9 day