Sending Forget-Me-Nots

"For some strange reason, 
I feel like I miss you already."
~ wife

As I'm getting ready for my next SoulOh,
the Six of Air always comes to mind.
It's a bitter sweet mix of anticipation and regret.

In my past three solo travels, sometimes I'd let myself miss my home (my own bed, my husband, and puppy loves) so much that it clouded the adventure. I vow to not let that happen this time.

I will live in the moment, relishing beauty and epiphanies.

I will not miss not being missed, cherished, or most of all, held.

Yesterday, I found a personal writing from 2003.
My wishes and dreams were exactly the same then and they are today. It made me sad. I thought I had grown?

Maybe I have, because I'm inspired now, and again, to finally conquer these recurring themes
...of making a positive difference in my daughter's life,
...of my home being a resort,
...of being desirable,
...of being remarkable.

​Six of Air

= leaving baggage behind, forget me nots, past wishes, traveling into the unknown, a brighter future...

2/25/16 + 4/7 = day 2

I Can Go My Own Way

Night Dream

...flash... Covo with Dean.
Dean promising, suggesting, and planning various activities, like dinners, like LasVegas, like traveling to Portland... and then, making up dumb excuses when he can't.

...flash... Sitting on one of my brown leather dining room chairs and flying through the air at night over the city. I have a friend following me, a black man that I don't know irl.

I see/hear my dad cautioning me to be careful about traveling like that.

Feelings
Re: Chair Flying - I feel slightly frightened, yet in awe since it's so amazing! - like flying in an airplane.
Re: Dean reneging - I feel more empowered than sad.

IRL
It's a four-day weekend and Dean suggested a road trip, but as usual, he's playing Elder Scrolls constantly, losing track of all time, not even realizing I'm in the same room.

My dad always worries when I travel on my own.

Meaning
If I want to travel, go out, enjoy anything other than home life -- I'll need to do it on my own.
Caveat - it can and will be amazing!
+ Dean can take care of the dogs, especially Sissy.
+ I love doing my own thing!

Actions
Plan my Portland trip.

Tarot Association
The Six of Air
Epiphanies Tarot
by Mystic-Mentor.com



#78songs #6Air
Go Your Own Way ~ Fleetwood Mac
https://youtu.be/6ul-cZyuYq4

2/13/2016 + 4/7 = 26 = day 8

2016 SoulOh TripList

As an exercise in "Write it Down, Make it Happen"
...this writing is part of Sofia Wren's #SacredWritingChallenge,
and the prompt was Where Do You Want to Go and Visit?

I'm already planning on attending the Northwest Tarot Symposium the first week of March via SoulOh, of course.

The Northwest Tarot Symposium (NWTS) will be held March 4th – 6th, 2016 at the Monarch Hotel and Conference Center, Portland Oregon.

The Summer will be nothing but travel if/when Dean gets his career started with
National AViD - yeah!

Honolulu	June 6-8
Tampa	June 13-15
Minneapolis	June 14-16
San Diego 1-Downtown	June 21-23
Dallas	June 22-24
Anaheim	June 28-30
Orlando	July 6-8
Denver	July 6-8
Sacramento	July 11-13
Philadelphia	July 18-20
San Antonio	July 27-29
San Diego 2-Mission Valley	August 1-3

My trip-list/wish-list includes:

April in New york at Reader's Studio in New York.

May with Robert Moss at Mosswood Hollow in Washington:

Monday-Friday, May 16-20: DUVALL, WA
5-DAY RESIDENTIAL RETREAT: Writing as a State of Active Dreaming

Saturday-Sunday, May 21-22: DUVALL, WA
WEEKEND WORKSHOP: Become a Kairomancer

+ August in Lily Dale ???

The Chariot ~ The Driver
Epiphanies Tarot
by mystic-mentor.com

[...stay tuned...still open]